nobody knows it, but i just realized that. i constantly have to pretend to not know as much as i do when i interact with people. i constantly pretend to be unclear on things that i am extremely clear on, and pretend to not quite remember things that i remember perfectly. i phrase things less eloquently than i am naturally inclined to. because if i exercise my full clearness or memory or understanding people become threatened, intimidated, or annoyed. it sucks but i have no choice.
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