i feel happy lately. skeptical too. i've felt excited before, later to learn that i was ignorant about things and that's why i was excited. so i'm paranoid now that there's something i'm missing. but i'm happy nonetheless, because everything does seem to be aligning. it's been a long road and it's nice to finally be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Oh man, I had a dream once about FREUD. He was in my apartment and he was doing coke, like I caught him doing coke and he was in trouble because I caught him. And Vivian was there, kind of standing guard over him. But I couldn't see her face, she was in the shadow of a curtain. It felt like she was so far away, even though in the dream she was physically just on the other side of the room. I just wish I could see her face again. I'm so sorry for whatever it is that I did.
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